Mama, <a whole long enthusiastic sharing>...

In the middle of it she looked away and said in a different tone "I missed you, mama, so much."

And then she continued her first sharing as if nothing happened looking back at me.

Now she lies next to me in bed...

It doesn't matter what we do, but if we can not be our unique & authentic SELF, we will not be FUL-FILLED.

There was nothing wrong with the last corporate job. I've been employed in 3 different jobs in that multinational, and had 3 completely different experiences.

The 1st job in corporate finances was totally…

DHARMIC LIVING fascinated me even before I discovered the possibility of it. It called me ever since I remember myself. For a long long time, I felt a deep longing inside. I did not know what it was about. I had no words for it, nor could I put my finger on it. Each time I would try to feel into it, it showed up either as melancholy, or boredom, or sadness, or depression. Each time I'd feel these feelings, I'd try to distract myself with…

What a great honor and mirror it was to step in with Jonathan & Linde & Team into their "Divine Spirit" program a week ago!

I had a very smooth experience during the retreat and BAM! Clouds coming together towards the end of last day and…

I have many ambitions…

To live from my Soul’s calling.

To serve with the Gifts that life gave to me.

To live life in Gratitude.

To continue…

"This manga cartoonesque nudy picture you added under your message about something deeply sacred last night, sister... I can't even respond to your message …

It’s yet another milestone.

And it is today.

The 3rd one in a matter of the last 30 days.

After what happened in Israel (#1) and the last retreat we held last week (#2).

I’m still trying to put the first two milestones into words…

Dit was een van de hoogtepunten op de Big Family Gathering voor mij persoonlijk.

Een moment wanneer ik aan het twijfelen was of ik een vrouwen cirkel workshop wilde volgen om 2 uurtjes voor mijzelf te nemen, weg van mama, organisator, space houder en workshopbegeleider rollen. Ik stapte de workshopruimte binnen om te voelen. En toen kwam ze ook op het laatste moment binnen...

I opened my eyes this morning with a big smile and tingles in my heart & body celebrating all the beautiful moments at the BIG FAMILY GATHERING.

Did it really happen??

IT DID!!!…

Landing back from Israel and integrating our incredible and intense experience.

This trip was life changing to say the least.

Stars aligned so that in 3 days both of us, Dylan and I, got organized to go there and even found the most amazing care for our daughter, while all seemed impossible.

Sometimes I’m called to…

"Mama, don't wipe off my tears... I want them to flow."

A couple of minutes later a big smile on her face , no trace of sadness.

Children NATURALLY do so many things which many of us, adults, need to remember.

LETTING EMOTIONS MOVE

Unless we stop them…

I am slowly landing back in Belgium after what felt like a "washing machine" for many inner structures in my psyche.

Structures around love, sexuality, raising children, social engagement, commitment to life, and so much more. Having spent 8 days in Tamera made a…

“Let me give you a lift to the airport”, he said seeing me move with my luggage across the corridor of the hotel.

I stopped and looked at him.

“Why?”

“Because I’d like to spend some time with you”, he responded with great clarity.

“Let me feel into it”, I told him screening the situation with all of my senses.

Is it safe?

Is it what I want?

“What do you want…

Money? Conversation? Sex?” I asked him…

1,5 years ago I got this strong desire/calling to reach 1000’s of people with Tantra work. A desire to share with the world the impact of this work on lives of people who step in and open themselves to the tantric field. I heard a voice inside, I dreamed about it. And the personal me, Alexa, was intimidated and wondering “how…

I’m sitting on a train to Albufeira and writing these lines.

It took 8 days of receiving info, conversations, processes, questions and answers, perceiving lots of nuancing and various perspectives, expressing what was moving through me… to come to this place.

Intense dreaming I had past few nights! The work lifted…

The whole idea of free love and sexuality is embedded into a bigger framework of living your truth and following your heart in all areas of life.

The collective human context is ruled a Global

Entity (System) that promotes how things “should be”. This field is dominant and we either live from it or are impacted by it one way or another. The main trait of the System is Control.

Because the collective context ruled by the System is dominant, most of us inevitably…

It’s been very hot in Tamera in all senses.

We survived 42 degrees Celsius the day before yesterday, but even 6 degrees less still feel like being on a frying pan.

So much is happening everyday. So much information and experiences. I am literally able to share only 1-2% of what’s going on here.

Now I’m in silence in a cool “Earth room” writing these lines. Exhaling…

Yesterday, we inquired into the complexity of JEALOUSY…

“Free love and sexuality is a choice. A radical choice in a society that is conditioned to possess.”

At Tamera, Love & Sexuality is a political question. It is named as one of the main pillars for a peaceful world, next to other pillars that refer to…

The morning started with a meditation in a stone circle. A place of power. A cathedral. Every Monday the community gathers here to ask for guidance for the upcoming week.

There are in total 96 stones with various qualities here. I was drawn to 2 particular stones and was revealed their meaning…

“If from the level I’m searching on I recognise that my love issue has no solution, I need to change levels” - a quote in the main hall of Tamera community.

An afternoon community gathering with a children theater, a market from people living in the region and a concert from a Colombian band was sweet and light. Besides a big…