Completing 2021 and opening up to creating 2022.
What are you grateful for in 2021?
And what are you opening up to and desiring to experience in 2022?
These are the questions I usually take time for at the end of each year. To consciously acknowledge and celebrate the passing year and to open my inner ears to deeply listen to what is calling me going forward.
I'm grateful to 2021 for so many things.
Expanding our family of 3 to 5(!) by deciding to welcome 2 Neva Masquerada cat-brothers. Our white blue-eyed fur balls who clearly accepted Dylan as their mother-father-friend everything, and who run away from me and Alisia like from a plague. It's got something to do with who gives them food, I feel.
Successfully completing the "Sex, Love, Relationships program" with Layla Martin - so happy I followed my inner YES last year and did not get side-tracked by the high price of the program. It was totally worth it. Although even for me, doing so many intimate self-rituals was a bit too much at times. I once landed in a prolonged neutrality, luckily not in aversion.
Acquiring our own house with a garden which was full of self-planted berries and fruit trees last summer, and seeing Alisia running around here and boosting her little body with vitamins. Lots of joy for me as a mother. And I'm leaving frustrations from renovations behind - bwaaahhh, I did not know it would be that hard!
Creation of the sacred Temple at home where I can do all the magic I want. Thanks to Philippe Bonny to help me realize this.
A NEW Workshop Space for working with larger groups is being built just 5 minutes away from where I live, and is planned to be ready by March/April 2022. This feels like divine alignment as I will no longer need to be away from my family for many days when holding Tantric retreats.
Dylan and I had a year of reaping the benefits from embracing each other's differences, and kick starting the Creative Expansion from a solid & loving foundation. We declared our 5th year together as a year of Abundance and it surely is manifesting as such. Be mindful what you wish for, cause you might as well get it!
So many beautiful people went deep into transformation this year through Tantra programs. Witnessing them re-connecting with their truth and getting empowered to live from the place of inner wisdom is HUGE for me. This is WHY I want to wake up every day. And now also we as a community are starting to come together on a regular basis - mmmhh, I love it.
This year, finally something clicked to SLOW DOWN to my healthy and natural rhythm, without needing to push for being more useful than what's in line with natural flow. The experience of COVID19 propelled this, something I always wanted but obviously needed a huge brain re-set for.
Generous support from family and friends, as well as some key people who are in my life since some years already or who came on a path at the right time this year. Togetherness. Community. Mutual support. This is soooo precious & important.
And soooo, 2022...
What energy am I opening up to?
What am I desiring to experience?
I'll take the next couple of days to tune in and journal, to dream and to listen to myself.
Do I want to step into the rebellious energy of "Who the f.ck does she think she is?" or follow the beautiful flow that has been created over the past years?
What will be the biggest alignment to who I am today and to what wants to emerge?
Mmmmm excited to feel into it all.
