I was looking forward to devoting 1 full year after giving birth just to Alisia, not doing anything work-related, no other projects except building a retreat center.
But it's impossible!
Even though a part of me still wants to do only that, there is another part of me that is like an endless Fountain (!!!). It wants nothing else but to create! It wakes me up at night and I can't fall asleep until I 'download' all that stream of inspiration on paper.
I wake up with 1000's of ideas and can't stop myself from desiring to manifest them.
I feel so much joy when I can give something authentic to others. Something that is born from Love, Care & Joy.
This Temple of Tantric Arts ONLINE platform emerged out of the blue, completely unplanned, and now it calls me to such a degree that I am viral with INSPIRATION! Especially seeing the impact it has on the community allowing us to meet & connect every day if we want to. <3
It inspires me to co-create with the team, to connect to other Tantra teachers in the world, to exchange, to be part of building a global Tantra community.
And it does demand my time. And I can't sit still.
I want to find a good BALANCE now between this creative upsurge AND my time being a mom for my beautiful daughter. She grows so fast... I am amazed.
Yesterday, as she was lying next to me, she turned her little body towards me, stretched out her arms & hands towards my face... she started touching it, studying it, smiling from time to time while looking in the eyes, talking baby language. It felt like I was sharing a space with an adult who deeply loves me and showers me with her love through her hands. I also expressed to her how I much I love her. So intense and conscious this interaction was. What was that?!💗
I love both, being with her, my Alisia, and Creating!
Differently, but I love both.
Oh LIFE, can you give me a few extra pairs of hands please? 😊🙏
