I remember creating you in my consciousness a few years ago, when travelling the world out of my suitcase and being single.
I was very clear what I was longing for.
That we would resonate on such a deep level with each other that being together would feel like family.
That you would have an open heart and our connection would have its roots in the Heart.
I longed to be proud of you.
I wished to create a family and wanted my man to want it too.
It was very important that you would fully embrace my Tantra work.
And that you would not have financial glitches in your consciousness, like stinginess or issues with having money.
I knew I would recognize you. I would feel it.
You did not make me wait for long.
Of all places, You manifested me to come and find you in your own HOME.
Your father opened the door for me.
Little I knew what was to happen when crossing that door step.
No, I did not recognize you immediately. It took some time for connection between us to reveal itself. Not a long time though.
We found ourselves connecting so beautifully with each other in a Tantric setting. So purely and strongly. I remember we did this breathing together standing in front of each other under the sun... and BAM! There it was!
Yet, I did not in that moment consider that it was You, because of our age difference. You were 21 and I was 35. It was way out of my BOX.
For You, on the other hand, it was instantly CLEAR. You wanted me and you told it to me boldly and fast. You travelled after me all the way to Thailand and then lured me back into your Belgian cave. Of all places! I returned to the country which I left for good 6 years earlier.
And look at us today.
I am silently and sometimes like now also publicly proud of you, my beautiful Dylan.
Your heart is bigger than I ever imagined my man could have and you are humble about it.
We created this little wonder that can giggle like no one else.
You embrace my work wholeheartedly, each time supporting me from the backstage for everything to run smoothly.
I love your attitude to money: if it's there - it's good, if it's not there - it's also good.
And additionally, I love how we move through bumpy roads in our relating, your openness to see and to hear me, to grow together and to deepen our love.
Thank you for choosing, loving, and supporting me so generously, my darling.
