"Most dangerous is the Reality we believe in."
Aya Uas
Clarity of Vision was my request for many days in a row now and I feel that hanging in the possibility of it opened up a lot of insights and led me to people, books and experiences that kept and keep revealing things. By far, I don't believe I have arrived anywhere... And probably never will. That's what I suspect.
From where I'm right now, I can say that this internal crash of reality was a Gift, because the pain pushed me to go into Totality. Totality of feeling, of looking, of questioning, of not caring about other things. And exactly this led back to the very foundations.
I was shown that "Most dangerous is the Reality we believe in". Dangerous as in "deceiving", "illusory".
This 3D reality is created.
Everybody lives their own creation.
7 billion people = 7 billion versions of reality.
Everyone experiences a projection of their own version.
Even when we use the same word like "Love", we have 7 billion versions of it.
And this means that actually none of what "I" believes to be real is real.
One thing to know it, another thing to see it.
Last weekend I had a chance to see that part of my version of reality was woven of "I'm tired of living." Not being aware of this, I started living under its spell and experiencing life as such. From there the experience of "I've seen it. I've done it. No energy. No inspiration. No drive. It's enough." And most of us, humans, treat it as our "truth".
I could have had other combinations like "Universe takes care of me" or "I'm living joy and abundance". But in the end, it's not much different, just a different color. In essence, it remains to be creation.
And there is something else. That which remains when language is not there, when there is no polarity of the mind. Witnessing it, destroyed the very foundation of reality I believed was true. Once again.
I suspect I'll keep being bashed every time I'll pretend to have figured it out. 🙏
