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Major Shifts

Since 10 days back from Asia, and so much has been moving outside & inside.

Outside:

Changing continents

Changing frequencies

Changing cultures

Eclipses

Preparing for Love, Devotion & Dharmic Living retreat this month

Launching the new cycle of 1 year program Expansion into Love

Re-uniting with local Community and friends

Receiving very EXCITING news today , which deserves a separate post

Inside:

Unexpectedly hitting the lowest LOW from drastic change in frequency.

Our work is the best MEDICINE. It literally pulled me out.

Hitting ancestral energies of *We were starving from hunger, and you live in 2 places on Earth* -> Guilt

Experiencing almost torture-like feelings from being in the family bubble - strong desire to break free - staying, breathing, observing, anchoring, doing my practice

Clearing the invisible energetic twists and beliefs and impacts with the help of someone powerful in Siberia

Clearing... Clearing... Clearing...

I noticed that when I made a jump in my choices and in frequency, my whole internal world went into a BIG re-adjustment. Several subconscious layers have been lifted and became exposed. Old stories needed to clear, new ones to be installed as the new reality clashed with old beliefs. Inspite of discomfort, I realize this process is necessary to be able to hold the NEW level and standards going forward.

Meditation and moving my body was my daily life line these days to BE with discomfort and not REact.

Still feeling vulnerable, exposed and raw, but already sensing the warm sun rays coming out.

Anyone else goes through some major shifts?