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Sleepless Nights

I woke up this morning feeling energetically full and rested, a feeling I haven't been having to this degree since about 3 months. With all the beauty that a child brings into my/our life, I admit that it is also quite a challenge.

The main challenge in my experience at this stage is... SLEEPLESS NIGHTS

Last night she slept 6 hours straight (a BIG sigh of relief!) and a couple of past nights at times 4-4,5 hours straight. This has been unseen for many-many weeks till now. Since Alisia turned 6 months old (and now she is almost 10 m.o.!), she's been waking me up every 2,5-3 hours e-v-e-r-y single night. I do it with all my heart, yet the impact it has been having on me was tremendous. About 30-50% less energy daily and a super foggy mind. Yes, it is a big deal. Especially if I wanted to continue living in the same tempo of Creation I had lived before. I realize now it's just not possible, as in not sustainable, and so I let most of my creative impulses rest, only acting on those short projects that give me a feeling of Fun and Playfulness.