Before the festive season begins, I am inspired to look back at 2019, stand still & acknowledge everything that has happened this year. Oh life, a pure field of possibilities! Each day I wake up and weave my own reality. One word that comes up when I think back about 2019 is CO-CREATION.✨🥰

✨Most important is the co-creation that happened between Dylan & me. For 8 months of this year I've been pregnant with pure Love, our little daughter. I did not want to have children till 35 y.o., but once the desire to have a child came, it was pretty unstoppable. I am so happy that my soul & body are welcoming this new soul on planet Earth through our co-creation. It's the biggest gift Dylan will have ever given to me and probably I will have given to him, to have the honor to take care of this being. 🙏

✨Co-creation in my precious Tantra work with so many people, wow! I am touched and absolutely amazed at how life gives you exactly what and who you need when you choose to live in authenticity, truth and in surrender to the source. Jonathan Beger, Dagmar Cox, Daisy Bogy, Inge Prins, Jacobijn Erdtsieck, Gert Lemmens, and many others. Thank you thank you thank you for being You! I feel you and I love you. 💞

✨It would not do justice to not acknowledge the magnitude of this year in terms of impact the Tantric Work had on so many people. Hundreds of people went through 1-year "Expanding into Love" and Women's programs this year through in total of 21 retreats, 14 Tantric Dance evenings, and many workshops. Lives often change already after 1 module when people discover what surrender to life can mean for their personal and professional lives, for their health and well-being, for their energy and passion to live this life fully.

✨I could only make all of this happen thanks to people who supported me and also thanks to a very diligent SELF-CARE that I source on a daily basis. What I need or want is no longer an affair of once a week or once a month or once a year (oh boy, it was my reality some years ago!), but it's a daily moment by moment affair now, being in tune with my energy, feeling where this energy takes me and trusting it fully.

✨ I learned Circling this year and was amazed about this concept having been nailed - and actually this is what has naturally always happened in my retreats anyway, when we tap into the power of a Circle when everyone commits to be authentic. I am also grateful to Chameli Ardagh for initiation into the Gayatri Mantra this year in her Yogini Ashram. It did something irreversible to my heart - so much love flowing this year through and around me. I remember laughing like a mad woman when Chameli touched my heart, it being purified. 💗

✨This year, like no other, I have let go of expectations from life, consecrating my actions to the higher wisdom that steers life anyway, and fully surrendered to what life brings to me and what naturally is born from me as an impulse. Acting on it without any attachments, in trust, open to change the course if needed. I must say, I've never felt a deeper fulfillment in life than what I experience nowadays.

✨I love the family I landed in through Dylan here in Belgium. His mom and dad, his grandparents - it all feels so aligned. And yes, of course, it is also the love I feel for HIM that is projected on to his family. 💓

✨Would I have done anything differently this year? Seriously - nothing. And I am looking forward to next year with so many amazing creations and new realities that have been kick-started.

Thank you Life, for all the GIFTS, all the LESSONS, all the INVITATIONS. I am open, use me in whatever way it is best that I can serve. 🙏

PS: Picture taken on Bali in the beginning of 2019. 🥰